If I had all the Money In the World.....

If I had all the resources in the world. If I didn't need to make money, What will I be doing with my day-to-day life?

I will wake up in the morning, have a very big yawn. I'll say a thank you prayer, get out of bed and into my joggers. I'll do a 1 hour jog and not more. I will come back and have a quite time in my bathtub, with scented candles and a very soft music. I'll step out  of the tub, and dress up in cotton undies and soft cotton dress with a sandal. I'll rub talc on my face and neck, and  a lip balm. A plate of assoted fruits is ready for my consumption, yummy!

I guess, I'll go back to bed again. When i wake up, I'll have a shower then dress up in skinny jeans and a beautiful blouse, with lovly wedged sandals, an exquisite bag, and wonderful accessories.

I'll take a drive into town. 

Be right back!!

What do you think you are you doing?

Like Facebook always asks "what's on your mind"? My answer's "Alot". Yeah alot is on my mind but the most distinguished thought or dream is to get a more fulfilling job. A job that can pay my bills at least. But honestly, I wound love to be my own boss, but I don't have the needed experience to do that now, so I just make do with being under someone for the time. I have already done one year of the required two years pupillage. So I have one year to go. Yippee!!

Higher Place

I have been having this feeling for a while. On Saturday (or Friday, not too sure) the feeling became really strong. this feeling is a feeling of greatness- a bright future, very bright future. Got to church the following Sunday only to confirm the feeling. This is because the whole Bible readings revolved around being the light of the world. letting your light shine. I took it as a prophesy into my life.


That day, I was called to join the church council and I knew I was going in the right direction.


I'll get there, I'm really sure about that....


Watch me sail..

Oh Jeez!!

Watched for the second time the movie "He's just not that into you" and I realized some things in the movie actually apply to me, like... when a guy gives you his card to call him and he doesn't collect your number.


In my case he gave me his card. I saw seen him a couple of times and he had complained that I didn't call (I should have given him my number  so that he does the calling-talk about not thinking straight). Anyway, after I called he never gets back the way I think he should, so I stop. Then when I see him, he asks why I don't call. ....OK then I call again, and again it seems I'm bugging.


GUY, I'M SO DONE WITH YOU.

How I feel?

I feel like I'm temporarily on my own... and hoping that things work out for the better.


I started developing feeling for him (Uche, the Insurance guy) from the day I said yes to his proposal ( not marriage). Though I said yes because I was just lonely and scared....and he seemed Ok. 

How it started?  We were just friends, he always made some comments (moves according to him)but I never really paid attention to them cos there was this other guy (Tony) I liked (Let's leave the story of this other guy for another day).  But then why should I pay attention, afterall he said he was engaged then later he said he was married. I don't date married men, I can only allow them pay for my meal. 

Though I enjoyed and looked forward to his company even though I kept him waiting most of the time. One one particular day I told him something confidential concerning this other guy Tony and he was dissapointed with me. He was like all the while he has been making advances and I have been "fooling" myself around. Anyway, I sharply decided to "dump" Tony and go with him instead, cos logically, It seemed wiser. That I guess was my mistake, cos I should have still "posed" small before saying yes to him. 

Now he doesn't call and I am not desperate , so I let thing be as they are.


I can't and won't force myself on any man.






Chiek..