I wonder why all my thoughts these days are centred on you, but yesterday/today, you made me feel like you are not worth it. I went to church today, and guess what I prayed for? To forget you and focus on other more important things. If you want to be a better person, It's your decision to make and yours alone.I thought I could have a little positive impact on you but Nay! So I should just try somewhere else. I'll still love you just like I love the others before you......still counting.